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Saturday, February 18, 2023
God's Grace is Sufficient for Those who Walk in the Light, Written by my Husband
Sunday, February 12, 2023
Come as You are, but Don't Stay That Way
I originally wrote this in January 2016, but it has been on my heart to share it again. Even the preachers once on-fire for God who took a stand and preached against sin, are now leaving out the message of holiness and just preaching about salvation. Yes, our walk with God absolutely starts with asking Jesus into our heart, but that is just the beginning. It does not end with acknowledging Jesus died for your sins. We need to do more than just realize Jesus loves us, we need to love Him in return by living only for Him, not for ourselves or others.
My blog "The Parable of the Lost Sheep" has to do with being lost, and allowing Jesus to find you and be saved. However, once you have surrendered your heart, mind, and soul to Christ, you are not instantly saved forever. The theory of eternal security is a lie of the devil in order to put Christians to sleep. When we think there is grace for everything, and that our actions suffer no consequences because our salvation is guaranteed with one simple prayer, we can easily slip into a life of sin and comfortably stay there.

“Now, therefore,” says the Lord, “Turn to Me with all your heart, With fasting, with weeping, and with mourning.” So rend your heart, and not your garments; Return to the Lord your God, For He is gracious and merciful, Slow to anger, and of great kindness. Joel 2:12-13
It is very true that Christ accepts us as we are, and He freely gave His life on the cross for our sins so we can have eternal life. Yet it is also very true that, though we may come just as we are with all our faults, God expects us to change. Jesus is a loving Father who readily forgives our sins as long as our repentance is sincere, and we do not continue to live in sin. Think of it this way: if your child wrote on the living room walls and said, "I'm so sorry, please forgive me," you would forgive him. If he does it again, you will still love him, but there will be consequences for his actions. If he does it a third time and continues to defy you and take advantage of your gracious heart, the consequences become more dire. It is the same with our Heavenly Father. Even more so since He is holy, and it is His desire that we live holy lives if we are to follow Him. That does not mean we have to be perfect, but we must seek out to destroy our sinful nature.
Therefore gird up the loins of your mind, be sober, and rest your hope fully upon the grace that is to be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ; as obedient children, not conforming yourselves to the former lusts, as in your ignorance; but as He who called you is holy, you also be holy in all your conduct, because it is written, “Be holy, for I am holy.” And if you call on the Father, who without partiality judges according to each one’s work, conduct yourselves throughout the time of your stay here in fear; knowing that you were not redeemed with corruptible things, like silver or gold, from your aimless conduct received by tradition from your fathers, but with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot. I Peter 1:13-19
On my husband's blog "The Sword of the Spirit," http://swordofthespirit77.blogspot.com/ Mel wrote a blog in July 2015 titled "The Finish Line," that goes along perfectly with my blog. Here is some of what he wrote:
"Most churches today are not teaching their people the truth in regard to salvation. They are taught that by simply reciting the sinner’s prayer that they are saved and the angels are singing in Heaven. The sinner’s prayer is a great prayer when done in sincerity, but this alone does not save a person’s soul, it is just the beginning. Most churches today are not teaching their people to repent of their sins and to be born again. To be born again, a person must become a new creation in Christ, and this means to be set apart from the world and unto God... If Jesus Christ is truly the Lord of your life then his attributes will be apparent in your life. Christ said that any tree that does not bear good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire.
"This life of probation, may be compared to running a race. We run this race of life hoping to obtain the prize, which is eternal life with God, but if we do not complete the race and cross the finish line, then all is lost... Paul was saying that like a runner in a race keeps his body in good physical condition, we must also keep our spiritual body in good condition so that we might be able to cross the finish line and win our crown. Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may obtain it. And everyone who competes for the prize is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a perishable crown, but we for an imperishable crown. Therefore I run thus: not with uncertainty. Thus I fight: not as one who beats the air. But I discipline my body and bring it into subjection, lest, when I have preached to others, I myself should become disqualified. I Corinthians 9:24
"Christ said that those who endure unto the end shall be saved, if we fail to cross the finish line in victory, then all is lost... And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. 13 But he who endures to the end shall be saved. 14 And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come. Matthew 24:12
"The lukewarm church of the end time is preaching a greasy grace message that makes people feel good, instead of teaching them the truth. When there is no distinction between the sinful world and the saints, then the salt has lost it’s savor and the truth has been turned into a lie. If we live, dress, talk, as well as act like sinners, then we are lost as well. Christ made atonement upon the cross for sins committed in ignorance, as well as for sins that are repented of. If we do not repent of willful sins, then there is no forgiveness. Atonement is not automatic, it follows repentance. No one is perfect of course, but we are called to righteousness, and this means to live right..."
If My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land. II Chronicles 7:14
The key words there are “if,” and “humble themselves.”
The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, And saves such as have a contrite spirit. Psalm 34:18
Humble yourself and admit you have done wrong. Salvation begins with repentance and admittance of sin. If you died right then, you would go to Heaven. However, though salvation is a free gift, we must treat it with respect in order to keep that gift. In spite of the very popular belief that you are now saved forever and will automatically go to heaven no matter what you do next is a lie. It is an excuse to live however you want because you are a “Christian.” There is no desire to please your Creator or live a truly Christian lifestyle. There is no self-evaluation or repentance. You cannot rebelliously continue in sin and expect God to turn a blind eye. Not every sin leads to hell, of course, but refusing to do the right thing may cost your soul.
For He says: “In an acceptable time I have heard you, And in the day of salvation I have helped you.” Behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation. II Corinthians 6:2
(All artwork is by Ron DiCianni)
Wednesday, December 28, 2022
The Great Commission, Written by my Husband
The Great Commission, Written by my Husband, Mel
When Christ told Peter and Andrew to follow him and that he would make them fishers of men, they immediately dropped their nets and followed him. The same call goes out to us today. In Matt 28:18-20 (The Great Commission) the Lord instructs us to go out into all of the world and make disciples, teaching them to observe all that he commanded. We are called to share our faith with all people. If we are ashamed of Christ, then he will deny us before the Father in Heaven. We need to be bold about sharing our hope of salvation with a dying world. We must also reflect Christ in our daily lives. Are you an example of true Christianity to your co-workers or family members? You may be their only lifeline of salvation. If you were in a boat and someone fell overboard, would you not throw them a life preserver? Jesus Christ is our lifeline, because he alone, paid the price for our salvation.
(NKJV) Luke 8:5-18 "A sower went out to sow his seed. And as he sowed, some fell by the wayside; and it was trampled down, and the birds of the air devoured it. "Some fell on rock; and as soon as it sprang up, it withered away because it lacked moisture. "And some fell among thorns, and the thorns sprang up with it and choked it. "But others fell on good ground, sprang up, and yielded a crop a hundredfold." When He had said these things He cried, "He who has ears to hear, let him hear!" Then His disciples asked Him, saying, "What does this parable mean?" And He said, "To you it has been given to know the mysteries of the kingdom of God, but to the rest [it is given] in parables, that 'Seeing they may not see, And hearing they may not understand.' " Now the parable is this: The seed is the word of God. "Those by the wayside are the ones who hear; then the devil comes and takes away the word out of their hearts, lest they should believe and be saved. "But the ones on the rock [are those] who, when they hear, receive the word with joy; and these have no root, who believe for a while and in time of temptation fall away. "Now the ones [that] fell among thorns are those who, when they have heard, go out and are choked with cares, riches, and pleasures of life, and bring no fruit to maturity. "But the ones [that] fell on the good ground are those who, having heard the word with a noble and good heart, keep [it] and bear fruit with patience. " No one, when he has lit a lamp, covers it with a vessel or puts [it] under a bed, but sets [it] on a lamp stand, that those who enter may see the light. "For nothing is secret that will not be revealed, nor [anything] hidden that will not be known and come to light. "Therefore take heed how you hear. For whoever has, to him [more] will be given; and whoever does not have, even what he seems to have will be taken from him."
We need to be a light set on a lamp stand, not hidden, that the world may see our good fruit, and desire to have the faith that is able to save their souls. Many people will fall away due to the cares or riches of this world, that is why it is so important to teach new believers of the importance of studying God's Word. 1 Thess 2:1-12 gives us good instruction on being a good role model to those we disciple in the faith.
(NKJV) Luke 10:1-3 After these things the Lord appointed seventy others also, and sent them two by two before His face into every city and place where He Himself was about to go. Then He said to them, "The harvest truly [is] great, but the laborers [are] few; therefore pray the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into His harvest. "Go your way; behold, I send you out as lambs among wolves.
Sunday, October 2, 2022
Spiritual Warfare, Written by my Husband
Spiritual Warfare
Written by my Husband (Mel)
(Ephesians 6:10-18) Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.
Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace; above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints
Tuesday, September 20, 2022
Love Your Enemies
Note: All the short stories I post are fiction, the products of an active imagination. For example, I was never bullied or harassed in school. Any resemblance to real people or real places will always be coincidental unless otherwise specified. Even the names of the authors and places are fictional. This is not a story about me. However, I did have teachers named Mrs. Yamamoto, Mr. Kurtz, and Mr. Waters.
Love Your Enemies
It is often difficult to feel compassion for a bully. Especially one that has harassed and tormented you since the fifth grade. Yet, that is what I have been taught to do: to "pray for those who despitefully use" me.* I know I should try to understand what pains Darcy is going through that cause her to lash out. Yet, because I am her main target, it makes it harder to care about what she's going through and so I focus only on what I have to deal with.
Darcy moved to our town of Remington seven years ago. From the first day we met in Mrs. Yamamoto's class, she made up her mind she did not like me. I had been asked by our teacher to help the new girl feel welcome and help Darcy get acquainted. One look at Darcy and one look at me quickly made our classmates wonder why Mrs. Yamamoto had paired us together. Darcy only wears dark colors often decorated with skulls. She dyes her naturally blonde hair black and reeks of sour body odor. I may not outwardly wear my faith in God by sporting crosses every day, but everyone knows my father is a preacher. I am childishly known as a goody-goody-two-shoes.
As far as I know, I have never done anything to cause Darcy to dislike me. She has judged me solely based on my appearance. Well, that and probably also because of my father's occupation. We are usually products of our environment, after all. Yet after many long years of tripping me so I spilled my lunch tray, refusing to let me into the girls' bathroom, and following me down the hallways shouting, "Smelly Belly is a Jesus Freak," I ceased the need to know her reason. And, no, my name is not Belly, of course, but Belinda.
You may wonder why the school never intervened. Simple, I never complained. Darcy never caused me any physical harm, just a lot of immature pranks at my expense. Humiliation I could somewhat tolerate but being labeled as a snitch would make things unbearable.
Oh, how I longed to be homeschooled, but my parents had five growing children to feed. My father was a full-time minister and part time nursing home janitor, and my mother needed to work outside the home as well.
It was the end of our senior year, but it was not graduation I looked forward to the most, it was leaving Darcy behind forever. Just one week to go, and I would be free. But not yet. God would make sure I learned a lesson that had never been taught in my secular school room.
I had Mr. Kurtz for sixth hour psychology. Our final assignment would be worth 30% of our grade. According to Mr. Kurtz, it would cause us to think outside our own selfish little worlds. We would be forced to look at another person we typically never talked to and see him or her in a whole new light. I should have sensed danger from the word go, but I had foolishly assumed Mr. Kurtz was being his typical melodramatic self. It was not until he started naming off the students he had chosen as teams that I realized he paid attention. He knew which kid had which reputation and had meticulously matched students based on polar opposites. The rich cheerleader who was never seen in the same outfit twice was paired with the poor girl who wore the same pair of pants every day. The football captain was placed with the captain of the chess club. The gothic girl was teamed with the preacher's kid. Wait! What?
He then distributed a set of seven questions we were to ask our partner. After we had each answered all the questions, we had to write an essay on what our preconceptions had been, and how our opinions had changed. I noticed he did not say if our opinions had changed.
Mr. Kurtz wisely understood that if we took this assignment out of the classroom, they would never be completed. He knew his students would either make up the answers, or just refuse to do the assignment. No stuck-up privileged child would ever allow someone living in a trailer park into his or her home. Therefore, we were to spend the time interviewing each other in the classroom. We were to volley questions back and forth rather than individually go through the entire set. We would ask and answer every question to his satisfaction. If he looked over our papers and felt our answers were in anyway lacking, we would be sent back to our partner. We were not limited to the seven questions and could add any of our own at will.
Our desks nosily scraped across the floor as we rearranged ourselves into groups of two. I felt my stomach twist into a roller coaster of knots as I approached Darcy at her desk at the back of the classroom.
I had not expected any pleasant small talk, or any greeting of any sort, so when she began asking the first question before I had even finished sitting down, I was not surprised at her cold tone.
"'What is your full name? Include any nicknames.'"
"Belinda April Carston. My parents and sisters call me either Bel or Lindy," I replied, noticing the smirk on her face as she wrote down my answer. I knew she was thinking of her rude nickname for me as well. I then repeated the first question for her to answer.
"Darcy Suzanne Jenkins. I don't have any nicknames, and you can't include what my dad calls me."
"Why not?" I wondered.
"Because your delicate ears aren't conditioned for swear words," she explained with an abrasive laugh. She moved on to the second question, "'With whom do you share your home?'"
I did not know if we were supposed to be specific, so I vaguely answered, "My two parents and four younger siblings."
"Technically I live with my dad, but he spends more time at the bar than at home," Darcy revealed with a mixture of bitterness and sadness in her tone. She shook it off and read, "'What are your hobbies?'"
"Reading, singing, hiking with my dog, and..."
"Praying and reading your Bible?" she completed my sentence with a sneer.
"No, well, yes, but I was going to say baking and swimming," I replied, taking a slow deep breath. Three questions down. It was too early to get angry yet.
"My hobbies are smoking and listening to heavy metal music."
I started to write down her response, but she stopped me.
"Wait," she insisted, "Don't write that. My real hobbies are playing the trumpet, learning foreign languages, drawing, and I also like to read and go for walks with my dog."
Okay, so I had not expected those answers, and half-wondered if she was telling the truth.
"What kind of dog do you have?" I ventured.
"White trash hound. And you?"
I ignored her sarcasm and said, "He's a mutt from the dog pound. I think he's German shepherd mixed with yellow lab."
"Sounds like a dog with a lot of energy," Darcy remarked, her tone sounding civil for the first time in seven years, "My dog is a Rottweiler mixed with a pit bull."
Again, I did not know if she was being truthful or facetious, but we moved on to the fourth question.
"'What career do you want to have?'"
"I want to go to culinary school and eventually own my own bakery that also sells dog and cat treats," I offered.
She nodded her head as if she approved. "I want to illustrate children's books."
"Who's your favorite author?" I shot, trying to call her bluff. I could not imagine her ever reading for pleasure and did not expect her to know the names of any authors.
"Alice Bentley. I would love to illustrate one of her books."
"I love her stories. My favorite is 'The Secret Life of Coastal Otters,'" I said a little too enthusiastically.
"Of course it is; it's about a preacher's daughter."
"Yes, but it's also about reaching out to people who are lonely or considered outcasts," I countered.
Her blue eyes glared at me from behind the black eyeliner. "That's why it's called fiction. Real preacher's daughters don't make friends with anyone different from herself. They just roll their eyes and wrinkle their noses at the smell when the teacher asks her to be the new girl's guide."
"Darcy, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."
"I was a scared and lonely young girl who just needed a friend. And instead, you became my judge," she accused.
Her stark truth burned right into my heart. All this time I felt like she had been the instigator of our opposition, but in fact, I had been the one who first rejected her. True, it did not excuse her bad behavior, but she was acting out of hurt. I was ashamed of myself.
"Who's your favorite author?" she suddenly blurted, choosing to change the subject back to the previous topic.
"Melton Leonard," I answered, my voice still shaky with remorse.
"He's pretty amazing too," she agreed, then looked back at the assignment to question five. "'Do you think you will get to follow your dreams?'"
"Maybe someday, but not for a while," I said, forcing my mind to focus on the new issue, "The nearest culinary school to Remington is 300 miles away, and I promised my parents I would stay close to home until the younger kids are old enough to help do the cooking and cleaning. The next oldest is only thirteen. I help mama now because she doesn't get home from work until 7:00. I'll make sure I get a job that allows me to be home when the kids are off school."
"Why don't you just do what you want to do and let your family hire a nanny?" Darcy wondered.
"My family is my top priority, and they can't afford a nanny. After all, they've paid for my upkeep for 18 years, it's the least I can do."
"Noble," she muttered rather sarcastically.
"Your turn to answer the question," I prompted.
"I've already submitted some of my artwork to a literary agent, and she believes I have real talent. I have an appointment to meet with the children's editor at Rosewood Publishing in New York City the week after graduation," she reported.
"That's exciting! I bet your dad's proud of you," I said.
She made a noise something like a grunt and went on with the assignment. "'What will you miss the most about high school and what will you miss the least?'"
"I pretty much dislike school, so I can't say I'll miss anything. Well, maybe choir. As far as what I'll miss the least?" I paused and locked eyes with her. I wanted to say it was being bullied by her, but I think she got the idea. "I won't miss lunch."
"Why? We have good food here."
"I know, but I always end up sitting alone reading a book. The time kinda drags. I'd rather skip lunch and go home and hour earlier."
She studied me thoughtfully. "I never thought of you as being lonely."
"No one wants to be friends with a square."
"I don't think anyone uses that word anymore."
I sighed. "I guess not. But at least I won't look back at my many years trapped in school with any regrets."
I hit an unintentional nerve again, and she made another grunting sound. "I will miss my art class. Mr. Waters is the one who encouraged my talent and helped me find an agent," she paused as she thought over her next response, "I also will not miss lunch. I have people to sit with, but the people who party with you are not the same ones who cheer when you get a meeting in New York. I know I'll never see any of them again."
"I guess I never thought of you as lonely either," I returned.
She nodded but did not want to dwell on it. "Question seven: 'Is there anything you would like to add?'"
I was uncertain if I wanted to approach the subject again but figured it would most likely be my last opportunity to do so. "I'm sorry for being so judgmental. I hadn't realized until now what I snob I have been. I always thought you didn't like me because I'm a Christian. But that doesn't matter; I still should have been kinder to you. We have a few things in common, we may have even become friends."
"I wouldn't go that far!" she said with a mocking air, but sincerely added in an almost- whisper, "Maybe we could have."
"'Is there anything you would like to add?'" I repeated.
I naively expected her to apologize to me as well, but instead she simply said, "No."
"Fair enough," I decided, but knew I could not end the conversation there. With a pounding heart, I quickly added, "By the way, Jesus love you very much. In fact..."
I was interrupted by the bell ringing and Mr. Kurtz dismissed the class. And just like that, the conversation with my enemy was over. We never spoke again.
All the way home from school that day, all I could think of was that I had never once considered Darcy's home life or her hopes for the future. I had never seen her as anything but my own personal bully. It turned out she was an ambitious young woman about to achieve her dreams. Yet, she was still just a sad and lonely little girl wanting someone to be her friend.
Of all the years I spent in classrooms, the lesson Mr. Kurtz taught stuck with me more than any other. I prayed for Darcy every day after that eye-opening assignment. I also prayed for forgiveness for being so self-centered. I prayed I would never again waste the opportunity to be a friend to someone in need, no matter what she looked like. I never again wanted to squander the opportunity to share the love of Jesus.
I was certain there would be more bullies to face in my life, but I vowed after that day that I would see them through less critical eyes and reach out to them, even if they rejected me. Perhaps next time God placed someone in my life to witness to, I would not drop the ball. I would pray to make up for my past mistakes, and to be transformed into a woman God could use; a woman who could learn to love her enemies.
* "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you." Matthew 5:44
Thursday, August 4, 2022
The Truth About the Second Coming of Christ, Written by my Husband
The Truth About the Second Coming of Christ
Written by my Husband, Mel
There is much controversy as to the timing of the rapture, but God’s Word is very clear on this subject, and we will explore what it really teaches. This is not a subject that should divide us, but it is critical that we be informed of the truth. The pre-tribulation rapture viewpoint is very dangerous because it teaches people that there is no need to prepare for the tribulation, or hard times ahead, because God is going to rapture you up to Heaven for seven years, then return again to establish his kingdom. This man-made doctrine is contrary to God’s Word and was created by taking scriptures out of context, as well as making scriptures jump through many hoops in order to bring about a man pleasing belief.
Tuesday, February 15, 2022
Jesus is Always in the Room
(Originally posted in March 2021.) As I was lying awake around 2:00 this morning, I was praying about the type of writer I want to be. What style do I want to use to inspire my readers and those who watch my videos? The number one preacher that came to my mind was the late Leonard Ravenhill. Other than those from the Bible, Jesus was and still is the ultimate preacher/teacher to whom none will ever compare. I would have to say I admire Ravehill's style of preaching above all others, although the late David Wilkerson is a close second. The reason why I admire Ravenhill so much is that he was never afraid to speak the Truth in love and did not care if people thought him too strict. He had a high calling and cared more what God thought than what man thought, and all He said was Biblically sound. I am currently reading his book "Revival God's Way, A Message for the Church," and it makes me admire his convictions even more. All those that want to witness for the Lord should pray for the same boldness, the same fire, and the same realization and revelation of God's Holy Spirit as Ravenhill had. Also, those who knew him personally, said that though Ravenhill was strict in his messages, he and his wife were both always loving, kind, and welcomed all to their home with open arms. They were loving as well as unashamed for Christ!
It was after I prayed for the boldness of Ravenhill that God gave me the message for this writing. Please note that this comes from a heart of love, humility, and passion for the holiness of God, not out of judgmentalism or ego.
1 John 2:1-17 is also the inspiration for this blog; I will post those verses at the end. Honestly, these verses should be enough to convict anyone actively choosing to live a life of sin, I do not need to add anything to it, so I will keep this brief.
It is specifically verses 4 & 15-16 that are sticking out in my mind the most: "He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him. Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."
With those verses in mind, I have some questions to ask. Again, I am not being sarcastic or rude, but these are genuine, soul-searching questions I strongly feel God wanted me to write.
When you say you love the Lord with all your heart, you say you want to serve Him, you say you want to glorify the Lord, why do you refuse to let go of things you know are wrong? This is the way God wants you to think of every single action you make and why I was asked to post these questions to you and to me. These questions are in no particular order, I just as wrote them in the order the Holy Spirit prompted.
Do you truly believe that if Jesus was visibly in front of you:
Would you still turn on the television or computer to watch programs you know breaks the Lord's heart? Would you watch Harry Potter, Star Wars, Twilight, Frozen, etc.? Would you still get out your yoga mat and hum to and pose for Satan? Would you walk into a bar just for a "casual drink" with your buddies? Would you let the checkout clerk know she under-charged you (you would sure let her know if she over-charged you)? What clothing in your closet would you still choose to wear? As a married person, would you still flirt with that person not your spouse? Would you have sex with those to whom you did not make wedding vows? Would you still cheat on that test or on your taxes? Would you slip that item into your pocket or purse that did not belong to you? Would you lie? Would you embellish on a story you knew never happened? How many words would you need to remove from your vocabulary? Would you use your fists to "communicate" to your spouse, child, or pet? Would you listen to your own tone in the way you respond to those around you? Would you insult and ignore the homeless, the lonely, the mentally ill, the drug addict? Would you take a little marijuana or other drug just to "relax"? Would you choose that book? Would you listen to that song? Would you dance that way to that song? Would you belittle the person that makes a mistake, including customer service, the waitress, the cashier, etc.? Would you gossip? Would you back bite? Would you say what you are saying about that person not in the room? Would you look at pornography? Would you go against any person's wishes that begs you to stop doing what you are doing and hurt them anyway? Would you still be a rapist?
Make no mistake, Jesus is always in the room! 2 Chronicles 16:19 says that "the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth." He is always watching and listening to everything we say, do, and think.
Reflect over each question, pray over them, and ask The Holy Spirit to convict you as He has me. Repent and ask Him to help you change. Start over! His mercies are new every morning. (see Lamentations 3:23)
I said that 2 John was instrumental in inspiring this blog, so let me pose a few more questions to you based on the verses listed below.
Again, I must ask, why, when you say you love the Lord with all your heart, you say you want to serve Him and glorify His name, do you still do the things you KNOW go against scripture? Why do you want to break the Father's heart? Do you really want to be considered a liar when you say you love the Lord? Again, Jesus is always in the room.
My little children, these things write I unto you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous. And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world. And hereby we do know that we know him, if we keep his commandments. He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him. But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him. He that saith he abideth in him ought himself also so to walk, even as he walked.
Brethren, I write no new commandment unto you, but an old commandment which ye had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word which ye have heard from the beginning. Again, a new commandment I write unto you, which thing is true in him and in you: because the darkness is past, and the true light now shineth. He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now. He that loveth his brother abideth in the light, and there is none occasion of stumbling in him. But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes.
I write unto you, little children, because your sins are forgiven you for his name's sake. I write unto you, fathers, because ye have known him that is from the beginning. I write unto you, young men, because ye have overcome the wicked one.
I write unto you, little children, because ye have known the Father. I have written unto you, fathers, because ye have known him that is from the beginning. I have written unto you, young men, because ye are strong, and the word of God abideth in you, and ye have overcome the wicked one.
Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever.
I John 2:1-17










