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Thursday, April 30, 2026

Daddy's Girls & Hallelujah! (Poems)




Daddy's Girls & Hallelujah (Poems)

Because I shared my short story, "Streets of Gold" in my last post, I figured I would also share these as well. As I mentioned in the note before the short story, my dad, Otto, went home to be with Jesus on January 23, 2022. I am not a very good poet, but writing these poems was very healing for me.

Daddy’s Girls


Two little girls,

One redhead one blonde,

Enticing Daddy to play,

“Come on, Daddy, come on!”


Daddy prepared sermons, and worked a second job, 

But when the work was done,

There were Daddy-Daughter days,

With roast beef and ice cream cones.


We made believe we were robots,

Where pretzels became energy cells,

We sang silly bedtime songs,

And Daddy prayed all was well.


As the little girls grew up,

As all of us must do,

We began to go our own ways,

And times with Daddy were few.


Yet Daddy was still our support,

And encouraged us as we dreamed,

He would cheer every achievement,

And tell us defeat was not as bad as it seemed. 


Then came college,

And marriage for the elder,

As he walked her down the aisle,

Daddy released her to another man’s shelter.


A family became divided,

And hearts were shattered,

But we all continued to love,

And forgave when it mattered.


Father became friend as the younger remained single,

Their bond was ever so strong,

As they shared life’s ups and downs,

Until it was time for both to move on.


A husband for the daughter,

God’s gift of joy from above,

A new wife and new location for Daddy, 

They were separated but both happy with new love.


Through the distance his daughters kept in touch,

But Daddy’s health was in danger,

First a heart attack with many complications,

Many surgeries, and even cancer.


Prayers upon prayers,

Tears upon tears,

His daughters worried for Daddy

Afraid for the worst in a sea of fears.


Daddy fought like a warrior,

But his enemy was stronger,

For reasons unknown,

Daddy could stay here no longer.


They cried and screamed,

They ached beyond measure in their pain,

But they could rejoice Daddy was at peace in Heaven,

Knowing they would someday see him again.


Two grown women,

One redhead, the other blonde,

Saying, "Daddy, we will miss you,

But in our hearts, you are never gone."


Thankful for his legacy of faith,

Teaching them the Truths of Old,

Knowing God is in control,

Someday they will join him on the Streets of Gold.


-Julie 05/14/22




This poem is based on true events. I had indeed had a dream about my dad leaving in the middle of a conversation, and I was racing after him, begging him to stay longer. Four years later, and I still have similar dreams from time to time. But the truth is, I would not have him back for anything. My daddy is in perfect peace and health in Heaven, and much, much happier there!

It is also true that my dad's widow told me that my dad's last word right before he passed to Heaven was, "Hallelujah!" The last week or so of his life his cancer had spread to his brain, he had gone blind, and he was not speaking. However, his wife still played worship music for him and right in the middle of one of the songs (I don't know which one), he suddenly called out, "Hallelujah!" and was gone to glory shortly after.

As the late singer Howard Goodman once said (this is paraphrasing), it is very difficult to say good-bye to those we love, however, don't think of them as being in our past, but in our future because we will see them again. Hallelujah indeed!


Hallelujah!


I had another dream,

Where we were having a casual chat,

So much like we used to do,

When you suddenly announced you must go,

You could not stay any longer;

As you swiftly began your exit,

I raced after you trying to keep up,

Pleading, “Don’t go yet, Dad,

There’s so much more I want to say!”

But you did not reply,

And you were gone.


I awoke enveloped in a heavy cloak of sadness,

Missing you with such an ache;

Hopes and fears in my heart I want to share,

Yet these conversations we will never have;

In spite of my grief,

I could not cry,

Instead, I began to pray.


So many words came back to me then,

Our last conversation 

When you could scarcely speak,

And I said, “It’s okay, Daddy,

Just know I love you very much.”

I remembered how often you told me you loved me,

And how much you loved my husband,

And you prayed for us daily.


I remembered that your wife shared with me

Your very last word,

When you were surrounded by those you loved,

She played praise music for you;

Although you had not spoken for a while,

Before you left, you clearly said,

“Hallelujah!"


Just one word,

One word that soothes my soul;

One word to let me know

You were ready to go;

One word to give me peace;

You are in perfection now,

Walking down streets of gold,

Embraced in pure love from God;

One word to bring comfort,

Reminding me I will see you again.


Though I still have much more to say,

I must let you rush ahead,

To a place where you are safe and free,

In the holy presence of Jesus,

Where your pain is gone,

And you can rest and find joy;

Hallelujah, indeed!


- Julie 06/06/22

(Revelation 21:4-5 & 21) And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. And he that sat upon the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And the twelve gates were twelve pearls: every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass. 

Wednesday, April 29, 2026

Revelation 21: 4 & 21: Streets of Gold (A Short Story)

 

 


NOTE: This was originally written on December 8, 2016.  The first time I re-posted this was on January 23, 2022.  Less than two hours later, my precious daddy, Otto, lost his battle with cancer and went home to be with Jesus.  God had obviously brought this post to my mind as a way to comfort me. I hope this short story ministers to you as much as it has to me. This is for you, Daddy.

Revelation 21: 4 & 21: Streets of Gold (A Short Story)

Visiting the elderly community at the Rosy Acres Nursing Home was an expected duty of the pastor at the Fruit of the Vine Church.  Yet, like most ministers, Pastor Adam was too busy to be bothered with such a depressing assignment.  It was not a profitable task as the folks living in the under-funded home did not have the money to donate to the church or were too senile to know the difference.  However, the residence was within the church's jurisdiction, so he was obligated to make sure his church was represented along with all the other denominations.  After all, at least some of the elderly people still had living relatives that were able to tithe their ten percent.

Three months ago, Christopher Melton, a single man, had begun attending the church.  Christopher had moved to Webster to become the new principal at the elementary school.  He was in his late thirties and had voiced a strong desire to serve the Lord.  He had been a street evangelist in the larger cities and wrote a blog encouraging his readers to live holy lives.  Pastor Adam had not bothered to read any of Christopher's blogs but based on how much the principal was liked by his deacons, he decided that Christopher was the perfect man to which he could pass the responsibility of the nursing home.  Christopher had taken on the assignment with gusto and made a point to visit the residents every Saturday morning.  Today was no exception.

As Christopher walked the crooked sidewalk toward the dwelling place of the elderly, it amused him as it did every week, that there were no rose bushes planted at the Rosy Acres Nursing Home.  A few Butterfly Bushes adorned the end of the sidewalk near the front door, but other than that, the small lawn was devoid of plant life.  He has asked Pastor Adam if the church would consider donating half a dozen rose bushes to the home as well as the labor to plant them.  The minister had amiably assured Christopher it was a wonderful idea and would immediately comply but had yet to follow through on his promise.  Christopher knew nothing about plants, but as soon as he received his next paycheck, he determined he would purchase the bushes and would take on the task of planting them. 

The smell of too much bleach assaulted his nostrils as he entered into the lobby.  At least no one could complain the staff did not do an adequate job of properly keeping the place clean and disinfected.

A strange conglomeration of framed pictures adorned the walls, depicting anything from beautiful bay horses in the midst of a gallop across a beach at an unknown ocean, to small children in overalls catching frogs, and even one of a bunny with eyes and ears far too large for its little grey head holding a bouquet of carrots.  He assumed the artwork had been donated, and neither the staff nor the residents mattered what they saw every day on the sea green walls as long as it was cheerful.  

"Good morning, Mr. Melton," the pretty red-haired, hazel eyed receptionist greeted.

Christopher hoped he was not flushing as he returned the salutation.  "Good morning, Miss Bethany."

Even if the home had not had a receptionist as beautiful as Cherry Bethany, Christopher would have continued his Saturday ritual.  However, he looked forward to seeing her every week, and every week he assured himself would be the last time he was too shy to invite her to coffee.  He had spotted her at his church now and again, but she typically worked on Sundays and could only attend on Wednesday evenings.  He had also promised himself to approach her at church, but she always sat with her three sisters, and he never felt comfortable intruding.

The first order of business when he arrived was to sign his name in the visitor's log.  He always scanned the names of the other guests, but rarely saw any that he recognized.  It was a shame more people from the church could not find the time to visit the shut-ins.  They were lonely and craved company.  Just an hour a week to have lunch with the group in the cafeteria would have been enough.  Yet most people stayed away, afraid to be reminded that this too could someday be their fate.  No one wanted to face the facts that they would also grow old and weak.  No one wanted to be reminded they were mortal.

The typical routine was for Christopher to meet the residents in the gathering room after breakfast and sing with them.  The piano was usually out of tune, but no one seemed to mind.  Christopher had been given the gift of a beautiful singing voice and was willing to share it for the glory of the Lord.  After an hour of singing, he would typically spend another one to two hours visiting with those in the gathering room.  Then he would go to each and every room of the patients too sick to leave their beds.  Not everyone permitted him to enter their rooms, of course, but he approached them all regardless of the previous week's acceptance or refusal.  He would never waste an opportunity to pray and minister to those in want or need.

This week's schedule was the same as every week.  He sang a dozen or so hymns, played a game of checkers with seventy-nine-year-old Mr. Ebbs, listened to stories about World War II from eighty-nine-year-old Mr. Paulson, and told eighty-seven-year-old Mrs. Clarence how well her six grandchildren were doing at Webster Elementary.  But when he was about to share a butterscotch fudge recipe with Mrs. Salinas, a gentle hand was placed on his shoulder, interrupting them.

"I am sorry to intrude, Mr. Melton, but Mrs. Simon in room 127 is requesting to see you right away.  She says it is urgent."

Christopher looked back at the kind face of Nurse Washington; her deep brown eyes filled with tears.

Christopher stood from the blue gingham couch to follow the nurse and hastily promised the patients he would see them all again next week.

"She's slipping fast," the nurse informed him with a voice saying she would never get used to seeing the patients she loved face such a fate. 

"Has her family been contacted?"  he wondered.

"Cherry has reached most of them.  They should be arriving soon," the nurse revealed, pushing away a tear off her brown cheek that had escaped her left eye.

Say what you will about the mismatched paintings, the rose-less lawn, or the overpowering chemical smells, but the staff of Rosy Acres was all heart.  They loved their residents and treated them like family. He thanked God every day for such a staff and prayed they would only ever employ such compassionate people.

"Mrs. Simon?"  Christopher apprehensively stuck his head inside the door.

"Come in, Chris.  Come in."  Her voice was fragile, yet full of joy. 

She was the only one he allowed to use the shortened version of his name.  And that was because it was what his own deceased grandmother had called him.  Her beautiful silver-white hair and humble intelligence often reminded Christopher of his grandmother Louisa.

Christopher entered and sat on the forest green corduroy easy chair next to her bedside.  It had been turned toward the bed to face the patient.

Her face was pale as she sat propped up on a fluffy mountain of pillows.  Each pillowcase had been hand-stitched by her own arthritic hands.  Each year she was there, she took on the project of starting a new cover.  She had made a total of five.

Mrs. Opal Simon, a widow of seventeen years, was four months shy of turning ninety.  She had survived lung cancer in the late eighties and several heart attacks these past ten years or so.  She was tough and yet so very tender.  She was a lover of animals and music.  She faithfully read her bible every day until her eyes became too dim, and then Nurse Washington became her eyes.  She had not been placed in a nursing home out of lack of love from her family as some here had been.  No, Mrs. Simon was well-loved by three children, five grandchildren, and eight great-grandchildren.  She had become a resident on her own insistence.  She had independently lived alone since her husband Kenneth had died but had always been terribly lonely.  Her children and grandchildren did their best to look in on her and keep her company, but they all had busy lives of their own.  She never wanted to be an obligation or a burden to anyone.  After a stroke five years ago that left her partially paralyzed in her left arm, and then her eighteen-year-old Siamese cat Thai had died, she knew it was time to let go of her self-reliance and allow others to take care of her.

Opal stretched out a weak hand toward Christopher.  He leaned forward and took the thin, cold hand.

"Would you like me to pray with you?"  He asked.

"No, no, I want you to give my family a message," she insisted.

"Yes, ma'am of course."

Her bright blue eyes sparkled, and a smile of peace spread across her vein-lined lips as he had never seen before.

"I'm ready," she said, "Make sure they know I'm ready to meet my Heavenly Father.  I have lived a life as Biblically as I know how.  I have practiced the words of Jesus and taught them to my children and their children.  Remind them, Chris.  Remind them it takes a heart of true repentance and a life spent on one's knees to be ready.  Without holiness, no man shall see the Father.  Remind them, Chris.  Tell them I was ready."

His green-blue eyes filled with tears, and he could scarcely say a word.  He managed a weak, "Yes, ma'am." 

"My Kenneth is waiting for me."  She laughed then.  "Oh, how I can't wait to be in his arms again!  I hope he will recognize me in my new body.  I'll know him by his shining blue eyes!  No matter how much younger he will look, I'll always know those eyes that stole my heart seventy years ago."

Opal closed her eyes, and her breathing became so shallow it made Christopher's heart pound with panic.  Yet, three minutes later, she opened her eyes again.  They were not the eyes of a dying old woman, but of a much younger woman exuding joy unspeakable and full of glory!

"Oh, Chris, I can't wait to see it all!  I can't wait to fall at the feet of my Lord and worship Him day and night!  I wonder what the streets of gold will feel like beneath my bare feet!"  She giggled like a small child. "I wonder if Thai's paws will slip and slide on the slick surface!"

Christopher laughed at the imagery.

"Yes, Chris, laugh!  Do not mourn for me.  Wipe away those tears and remind my family to do the same!  Remind them I am going to a Place with no more sorrow, no more tears.  If they too read their Bibles and follow in the footsteps of Jesus, we will see each other again.  Remind them, Chris.  I want to see them all again.  Please remind them.  Remind them salvation is a free gift, but they still need to repent of their sins and to live every single day as a day separated unto the Lord.  Not to imitate the world, but to live apart from it, pure and holy.  Remind them, Chris.  I want to hug them again soon!"

"I promise, Mrs. Simon, I will repeat every word you have said."

"I knew you would.  You are a good man.  A rare diamond among thorns.  Don't waste your life single.  Get married and have lots of babies and grandbabies.  Cherry is single too, you know."

Right to the last minute, Opal was still trying to play matchmaker between the principal and the receptionist.  It had not been the first time she had gently tried to encourage him in such a fashion.

Her hand in his grew colder and her complexion waned farther. 

"It's time I go to my Father.  Oh, Chris, I am so happy!  Do not weep.  Be jealous of me.  Soon I will be singing with the angels songs of praise to my King!"

She slightly shivered in his grip, and she was gone.

Christopher looked to Nurse Washington standing in the doorway, tears trickling down her cheeks as much as his own, and yet he was filled with a sweet spirit of calm.

He could not see her behind the nurse, but he heard Cherry's tender voice announce that several carloads of Mrs. Simon's family had arrived.

Christopher stood from the chair and wiped his eyes.

"Are you ready to face her family, Mr. Melton?"

He nodded with a confident smile.  "I am ready," he assured, "I am ready to tell them all she told me.  I will remind them how happy she is now.  How she walks on streets of gold in a prefect body free of all aches and pains, reunited with her dear husband.  I am ready to remind them what the Bible says about both grace and righteousness. Yes, Nurse Washington, I am ready. Pray with me that they are ready to listen."




(Hebrews 12:14) Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:  

(2 Corinthians 6:17) Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you. 

(1 Peter 1:8) Whom having not seen, ye love; in whom, though now ye see him not, yet believing, ye rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory. 

(Revelation 21:4) And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.  

(Revelation 21:21) And the twelve gates were twelve pearls: every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass. 

Tuesday, April 28, 2026

Revelation 20:12-13: Are you ready to meet your Maker?

 


 

Revelation 20:12-13: Are you ready to meet your Maker?

You have probably heard the old saying, "Everybody wants to go to heaven, but nobody wants to die." I would add to that quote that it's not so much that people are afraid of death, but of what awaits them after death. Of course, the idea of any kind of non-painful death is frightening, but what should be even more intimidating is the idea of facing God Almighty the very moment your life on this planet ends. Yes, it will be a glorious day more amazing than any of us can imagine when we see Jesus face to face, but do not be fooled, we will all stand before God's throne of judgement, and this should indeed give us awe and fear of the Lord.

(2 Corinthians 5:9-11) Therefore we make it our aim, whether present or absent, to be well pleasing to Him. For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that each one may receive the things done in the body, according to what he has done, whether good or bad. Knowing, therefore, the terror of the Lord, we persuade men; but we are well known to God, and I also trust are well known in your consciences.

With all the strange happenings this year, we should be more aware than ever that life is short. I do not want people to live in fear, but to have a hope for their eternal future. And if you ever lost a loved one, I want you to be able to have comfort in knowing it is possible to see him/her again.

However, there are conditions that must be met in order to have hope for a joyful eternity. We must strive for a holy life (see Luke 13:23-24 & 2 Timothy 2:5), daily repent of our sins (see Luke 9:23 & 1 Corinthians 15:21), and treat others with love and kindness (see John 13:34-35 & 1 Thessalonians 3:12). We can walk in confidence knowing that Jesus died for our sins and, when we live a clean life for Him, we will spend eternity with our Lord and Savior!

My message is simple: no, we are not saved by our works, only through the blood of Jesus, but remember that each of us will still be judged according to our works (actions), so be very careful in all you do if you want to spend eternity with your Maker and be reunited with loved ones.

(Matthew 16:27) For the Son of Man will come in the glory of His Father with His angels, and then He will reward each according to his works.

(Revelation 20:12-13) And I saw the dead, small and great, standing before God, and books were opened. And another book was opened, which is the Book of Life. And the dead were judged according to their works, by the things which were written in the books. The sea gave up the dead who were in it, and Death and Hades delivered up the dead who were in them. And they were judged, each one according to his works.

And I also want to remind you of what a beautiful place Heaven will be and that God is gracious for preparing such a place for us. After this blog, I will next post a short story I wrote that I pray will give you hope titled, "Streets of Gold."

(1 Corinthians 15:35-38, 42-44,50-57) But someone will say, “How are the dead raised up? And with what body do they come?” Foolish one, what you sow is not made alive unless it dies. And what you sow, you do not sow that body that shall be, but mere grain—perhaps wheat or some other grain. But God gives it a body as He pleases, and to each seed its own body. So also is the resurrection of the dead. The body is sown in corruption, it is raised in incorruption. It is sown in dishonor, it is raised in glory. It is sown in weakness, it is raised in power. It is sown a natural body, it is raised a spiritual body. There is a natural body, and there is a spiritual body.

Now this I say, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; nor does corruption inherit incorruption. Behold, I tell you a mystery: We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed—in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed. For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality. So when this corruptible has put on incorruption, and this mortal has put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written: “Death is swallowed up in victory. O Death, where is your sting? O Hades, where is your victory?”

The sting of death is sin, and the strength of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

If you are interested, I recently wrote a series on Heaven & Hell. Here are the links to that series: